"Your pain is the breaking of the shell that encloses your understanding!" Kahlil Gibran.

Friday, July 6, 2012

I am walking...


My journey has begun...
I am walking.
I am keeping my cool.
I am full of positive thoughts...at least trying hard at it.
I fear any absurd doubt coming to my mind.
I am walking.

I am dreaming of the beauty on the other side.
I actually can't wait to see it.
I am excited.
I am nervous.
I feel lonely.
I feel relieved.
I feel good.
I feel doubtful.
I feel just great.
I smile to myself.
Oh, would it be true?
Of course...
Or...may be not?
NO NO NO.
Come on...
Don't be ridiculous.
I am walking.

Wow, it's a beautiful journey.
I feel light.
Green trees,
Lovely flowers,
Thunder showers..
The beauty of rain.
Would it be lovelier on the other side?
I just can't wait to see it.
Uff, I give up?
NO NO NO
Come on...
I am walking...

It's near.
Its almost there, I guess.
I am walking.

and this damn thing, it's just not moving.
I am not even trying to budge it.
I know it's no use.
It won't move.


I am mad at it.
Arre yaar, its not moving...
I want to see the other side.

Come on yaar...
I have been walking.
I have waited so long.
I am so positive.
What's wrong?

It's there.
It was always there.
and it's not moving.
I can see it.

I am walking...
I will walk through it..
but I will pass that damn thing..

I must reach the other side.
It must be so wonderful there.
I will reach.
Soon....or sooner..

I am still walking!

9 comments:

  1. छान आहे .. काहे असं म्हणावसं वाटतंय
    की

    ही वाट दूर जाते ....
    अथक ...
    अशीच ..
    प्रवास संपतच नाही
    असं वाटायला लावते ...
    आणि एक दिवस
    आपण पलिकडे असतो
    किंवा वाट संपते
    किंवा दोन्हीही
    किंवा पावलं नाहीशी होतात
    आपण
    झालेले असतो
    केवळ
    एक प्रकाश
    सर्वव्यापी !

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    1. pradeep dada.....khup sundar lihilay tumhi... :) thank uuu...

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  2. Lovely...! I think u r searching d other side of success.... m i right??

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  3. Sharvari,
    You have already reached `THERE'. You just can't demand that the `damn thing' will move forward and conclude your journey.When you are cool and calm within yourself amidst chaos, if you are linked with yourself all the time with great comfort, if you are experiencing something much more than joy, then you are already there.Don't demand anything.Just wait and watch. Witness yourself through the eyes of a third person. That's all, dear.
    -Mugdha Risbud.

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  4. Thank you.....Mugdha....for a different point of view...

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  5. Dear Sharvari,

    I have recently started following your blogs. i have read all the articles almost in one go. and i really really liked them especially your "Good hair day" for its humour part- yes we all experience that . but never did i find such a michievious description of it..and "I want to stop dreaming" poem...
    I feel ur articles are very simple and basic in nature .. and its about individual..thats wat makes it very interesting i feel.
    Hope to read many more such articles.

    Thank You.

    Best Regards,
    Dipti Nachane

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    1. Thank you very much dipti....keep reading...feels good :)

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  6. Sharvari Tai Keep Going :)all d very best :)

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